Apa yang aku buat jika aku stress atau tension

Sesetengah orang bila stress dia akan buat something yang boleh menenangkan fikiran dia, lain orang lain solution dia... Kan3... Hehehehe.... From my opinion, jika aku tengah stress, aku akan dengar lagu favourite aku dri metal band, avenged sevenfold and aku akan m'conteng tentang apa yang aku alami kat dalam blog aku.... Kadang-kadang, aku ada juga bgtau kt member baik aku pasal masalah aku... Nasib baik lah ada dia, kalau x, macamana agaknya.... Heeeeee

Bengang.....

Knapa ada orang suka sangat2 dk paksa aku suruh aku wat something yang paling aku x suka..... Dah aku ckap aku x suka, jangan la dk paksa2 aku.... X faham2 bahasa lgi ke.... Ni yang wat aku naik bengang nihhhhh..... And,1 more thing,jangan dok paksa2 aku something yang aku memang dah kata x nk.... Bila aku dah kata x nk, x nk la.... Tu pun x faham2 lagi ke!!!!!! Jangan la dok paksa2 aku lgi...... Aku rimas betul la bila ada orang dok paksa2 aku..... Geram aku d'buatnya....

Avenged Sevenfold - Warmness On The Soul Lyrics

Sukar untuk melupakannya

Bila difikirkan balik un, rasa macam x percaya je dengan apa yang dah berlaku sekarang ni.... Kalau nak percaya pun, macam nak tak nak je percaya.... Pada aku arr un, memang susah aku nak terima sesuatu yang dah terjadi dalam hidup aku.... And, bila sesuatu perkara tu dah terjadi dalam hidup aku, aku akan ingat perkara tu sampai aku menitiskan air mata... Hurmmm, tpi, nasib baik la ada member2 aku yang bagi sokongan kat aku untuk meneruskan kehidupan ni.... :-).... Thanks so much to my best friends, especially to Fendi, coz you were beside me when i need you.... Heeeee... :-D...

Tangisan dalam kerinduan

Perasaan rindu aku terhadap dirimu tidak dapat aku halang lagi kerana aku terlalu memikirkan tentang bagaimana keadaan dirimu ketika ini.... Hampir setiap malam, aku menitiskan air mata kerana terlalu merindukan dirimu.... Telah aku cuba untuk tidak merindukan dirimu, entah bagaimana, tetap juga aku tak boleh menghalang perasaan rindu ku terhadap dirimu daripada berlaku.... Aku harap agar kau berada dalam keadaan yang baik ketika berada di sana....

Avenged Sevenfold-Critical Acclaim

Shhh… quiet you might piss somebody off
Like me motherfucker you've been at it for too long
While you feed off others' insecurities
You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds

Self-righteousness is wearing thin
(Lies inside your head, your best friend)
Heart bleeds but not for fellow men
(Broken glass, your fake reflection)

I've had enough
It's time for something real
I don't respect the words you're speaking
Gone too far
A clone

So how does it feel to know that someone's kid
in the heart of America has blood on their hands
fighting to defend your rights
so you can maintain a lifestyle
that insults his family's existence
Well, where I'm from we have a special
salute that we aim high in the air
towards all those pompous assholes
who spend their days pointing fingers
(Fuck You)

Shhh… quiet you might piss somebody off
Like the heartbeat of this country when antagonized too long
I'll be damned if you count me in as part of your generous hypocrisy
collecting enemies

Tabloid gossip queen worthless man
(There's no need for us to bury you)
Selfish agenda once again
(Right this way you've dug your own grave)

I've had enough
It's time for something real
I don't respect the words you're speaking
Gone too far
A clone

All the way from the east to the west we
got this high society
looking down on their very foundation
constantly reminding us that our actions
are the cause of all their problems
Pointing their fingers in every
direction and blaming their
own nation for who wins the elections
They've never contributed a fucking thing to the
country they love to criticize

Excuse the obscene, ignore the untrue
Depictions we see try and get through
Admitting mistakes can hurt
I'm not the last but I sure ain't the first

Shhh… quiet you might piss somebody off

Self-righteousness is wearing thin
(Lies inside your head your best friend)
Heart bleeds but not for fellow men
(Broken glass your fake reflection)

I've had enough
It's time for something real
I don't respect the words you're speaking
Gone too far
A clone

Avenged Sevenfold-A Little Piece Of Heaven

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that something would go wrong,
Before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you

Almost laughed myself to tears,
(ha hahahahaha)
conjuring her deepest fears
(come here you fucking bitch)

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it

She was never this good in bed even when she was sleeping
now she's just so perfect I've never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you looking young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll grant you one chance) *
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again

We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

"Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?"
"Yes, I do"
"Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?"
"I do"
"I now pronounce you"

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart, let's make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, yeah yeah
But baby don't cry

A letter for you....

M:My heart
O:Only you in my life
H:Heart full with love
A:A bunch of memories with you
M:My soul
A:A love story
D:Deep from my heart


A:A happiness was come into my life
F:Full of your love in my heart
E:Eternal life
N:Now you in my heart
D:Dearest love
I:I miss you so much

Avenged Sevenfold-So Far Away

Never feared for anything
Never shamed but never free
A life that healed a broken heart with all that it could

Lived a life so endlessly
Saw beyond what others see
I tried to heal your broken heart with all that I could

Will you stay ?
Will you stay away forever ?

How do I live without the ones I love ?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you’re so far away

Plans of what our futures hold
Foolish lies of growing old
It seems we’re so invincible
The truth is so cold

A final song, a last request
A perfect chapter laid to rest
Now and then I try to find a place in my mind

Where you can stay
You can stay awake forever

How do I live without the ones I love ?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned
Place and time always on my mind
I have so much to say but you’re so far away

Sleep tight, I’m not afraid
The ones that we love are here with me
Lay away a place for me
Cause as soon as I’m done I’ll be on my way
To live eternally

How do I live without the ones I love ?
Time still turns the pages of the book its burned
Place and time always on my mind
And the light you left remains but it’s so hard to stay
When I have so much to say and you’re so far away

I love you
You were ready
The pain is strong enough despite
But I’ll see you
When He lets me
Your pain is gone, your hands are tied

So far away
And I need you to know
So far away
And I need you to
Need you to know

Why i can't forget you from my life

Saya masih memerlukan awak jikalau saya menghadapi situasi yang menyebabkan saya tidak dapat menyelesaikan masalah yang saya hadapi tanpa bantuan daripada awak.... Hanya awak sahaja yang tahu apa yang tersirat didalam hati saya.... Dan, hampir kesemua kisah hidup saya awak seorang je yang tahu, sebab, awak seorang sahaja yang saya percaya untuk saya menceritakan tentang apa yang saya alami ketika itu.... Saya tidak pernah sekalipun memadam SMS yang awak hantar kepada saya dan saya membaca semua SMS yang awak hantar itu berulang-ulang kali sebelum saya tidur.... Dan, bila saya rindu, saya selalu melihat gambar awak di facebook awak.... Terasa nak call awak, tapi, saya risau takut awak pula yang x angkat call saya, sebab tu, saya SMS awak je bila saya rindu kat awak....

Cuti sem dh bermula ~~~~

Waaaaaa.... Cuti sem dh bermula after selesai final exam.... Huk2... Boring yang teramat sangat.... Tapi, x pe... Cuti sem ni aku nk g KL.... Weeeeheeeee.... :-D.... Baru je start cuti sem dh rinduuuuuuu sangat2 kt semua member2 aku, especially, my best friend a.k.a p'megang rahsia & p'dengar setia segala masalah aku, Fendi.... Kahkahkahkah.... :-D... So, aku harap2 la agar aku dengan fendi bleh dok 1 kelas lagi untuk short sem yang akan datang, sem 3.... Senang sikit aku nk 'buli' dia nnti.... Wawawawawa.....

My best friend, Mohamad Afendi a.k.a Fendi

Aaaaaaa.... Aku rindu diaaaaa.... Even aku dgn dia just kawan baik je sekarang ni, tapi, aku tabik arrrr kat dia.... Dia still tanya aku macamana keadaan aku sekarang ni.... Dia jaga sungguh aku ni.... Wawawawawaw.... Dia memang seorang kawan yang baik..... Kalau nak tau, most of aku pnya problem/secret, dia yang tau.... Sebab, kalau aku ada apa2 masalah ke atau apa saja yang aku nak bgtau kt dia, dia lah orang pertama yang tau dulu semua tu.... Heeeeee.... Dan, dia lah yang banyak tolong aku dalam setiap masalah aku... Kadang kala, aku sampai x tau macamana nak balas jasa baik dia terhadap aku.... Huhuhuhu...